Post by novemberowl on Nov 25, 2015 10:47:52 GMT -8
My name is Andrew. I'm 45. I'm a victim of covert incest. For 24 years of my life,I lived with my mother. When I was 19, I saw her coming out of the shower in the nude. For the next 5 years this kept going on.I saw her many times coming from the bathroom, after taking a shower,and in the nude in front of me. She would not have any type of clothing covering her,except a flimsy wash cloth. From that point on,she would also wear short night gowns,and would purposely bend over in my direction,so that I would see up between her legs.As I said,this went on for 5 years. When I was 324,she forcefully told me to move.We had lived in Southern California at the time this all happened. From that point on,I never heard anything from my mother. Now that I'm 45,I have had my fair share of broken hearts,trying to build a relationship with a woman. I am now seeing a psychlogist,for the anxiety,and depression I have. I do take a medication (Bupropion 300mg.),but now..I'm having flash backs,and dreams of me and my mother.In these dreams we are making love,and forming a very close bond. I've told my doctor about this,we are discussing it come this November 30, I just recently started to look for answers on the internet,to this trauma I have. I am sitting here at the computer crying...Is there any type of group or support that I can go to? I live here in Sheboygan,Wisconsin. Thank You
This was posted 5 years ago yeah? Are you still a part of this group? I just joined trying to find support for my partner and I. Would like to hear an update about what your jouney has been like since you posted about this.